Such negative energy towards myself and in my aura. I have to stop…
Such blank thoughts in my busy mind.
Wish I could find it in me to gain more self control. Habits are easy to form hard to break. Growing up is a daily challenge. A little brat at work today asked me if I wished I were 9 again, she said being a grown up sucks like she’s lived it already. My answer? Everyday.
The goal is to reach a goal. Setting reasonably difficult but easy tasks; challenges maybe? If only I were competitive.
Self control is the goal :)
Who doesn’t love a good rhyme now and then?
Farewell.
I’m a drug.
I have the urge to do completely and absolutley nothing but that in itself is not possible :|
I had a thought earlier this week. More of a dreary thought but who doesn’t have those…?
Jump I could unafraid to fall into whatever might catch me. Morphed in flight wind tossing and turning.
Oh What a great feeling it would be.
Guess that means i have to go skydiving soon :)
Sincerely,
Flightless for now
Kind of so sick of life right now. Like who really wants to grow up and have responsibility… well I do. But honestly I do not know where to start. How to be happy or content in just one place and one life. I’m searching for such a greater thing or for something at all but I feel that it’s never going to show itself, whatever IT may be. I am starting school in the fall Baking and pastry, culinary, then onto nutrition. At least thats a start? I’m hoping to find happiness in ALL things tomorrow not just my normalities. Who knows IT might just find me.
Sincerly,
Lifeless
Right on :) can’t sleep I’m hungry my best friend is halfway across the country and 21 today… WTF
Dear pimple on my face. Are you breathing? Where did you come from? I thought you just left!?! Please don’t get any worse and just go away :)
Nothing better than starting the morning with organic oatmeal with a cup of blueberries a splash of agave nectar and some green tea :) did a bit of working out before work and feel that I’m already on track once again. Driving to work I normally think of how the world is soo fast paced :( we need to all take a breather and really just relax :) take that with you today as I’m taking it with me. Be happy with yourself and you’re world
Just before deciding to make a positive change in my life (And actually doing it this time) a few friends came to visit us from Minnesota. We went to Rocky Mountain National Park. This is were i found the goofiest looking water as you can see. But so much beauty in its true form.
